I. PRESS START
Original
@ da START der wasn’t nything at all.
Then, suddenly, with a 💥big bang💥 @Xistence. Now der was only Xistence and nothing else...
but even n0thing is sumthing.
And @Xistence felt sumthing bc Xis not alone. Xistence feel joy. Joy - da f1rst feeling.
❤️. Joy wat iz joy? Joy the feeling of accomplishment. Joy starting sumthing new. Joy iz threessum. Joy iz 2getherness. Joy is oneness. Joy making ur own way. Joy joy joy. ❤️❤️❤️.
X built/builds/will build with joy.
❤️
Da f1rst creation = joy.
Bc Xistence wanted 2 feeeeel joy more, X create time.
⏯️ Wat iz time? Time iz #s. Time iz young and old. Time iz a straight line fwd. Time + joy = a short chuckle. Time + joy = a hard days night. ⏯️ + ❤️ = soul.
Da 2nd creation = time.
Bc Xistence wanted 2 see, hear, touch, smell, and taste joy, space was made nxt.
🌐. Wat iz space? Space iz touch. Space iz senses. Space iz wat u sense.
🌐+ ⏯️ = Existing
🌐+ ❤️ = Living
Da 3rd creation = space.
Da three-sum xist. But then Xistence felt something else. What if joy stopped? Wat if there wasn’t joy? How could Xistence continue alone?
And so, Xistence felt fear.
😱 Wat iz fear? Fear iz anti. Fear iz inability. Fear is consumptive. Fear iz the tragedy of Xistence. Fear is the foil to joy.
⏯️+ 😱 = suffering, hardship, terror, anger
🌐 + 😱 = pain, theft, inaction, harm
😱 + ❤️ = 0. The eternal struggle. The competition over all existing and all living. The balance.
Da 4th creation = fear.
Dis iz da START. ❤️+ 🌐+ ⏯️ + 😱 = X
CONTINUE?
English Translation
In the beginning there wasn’t anything at all.
Then, suddenly, with a big bang, Xistence birthed itself. Now there was only Xistence and nothing else...
But even nothing is something.
And Xistence felt something because X does not exist alone. Xistence felt joy. Joy, the First Feeling.
Joy. What is joy? Joy is the feeling of accomplishment. Joy is starting something new. Joy is the Trinity (of Psyche, Real, and Internet). Joy is two-getherness. Joy is oneness. Joy is making your own way. Joy joy joy!
X built, builds, and will build with joy.
The First creation is, was, and will be joy. It’s symbol is ❤️.
Since Xistence wanted to experience joy as deeply as possible, X created Time.
Time. Wat is time? Time is numbers. Time is age. Time is the forward march of progress. Time with joy can be a short chuckle. Time with joy can be a hard days night. Joy over time is the soul.
The Second creation was Time. It’s symbol is ⏯️.
And because Xistence wanted to see, hear, touch, smell, and taste joy, Space was made next.
Space. Wat is space? Space is touch. Space is sensation. Space is what you experience.
Space and Time is existing. Space and Joy is living.
The Third creation was Space. It’s symbol is 🌐
The World Trinity had been made, but then Xistence felt something else. What if joy disappeared? What if joy was lost or taken? How could Xistence continue alone?
And so, Xistence felt Fear.
Fear. What is fear? Fear is unproductive opposition. Fear is inability. Fear is consumptive. Fear is the tragedy of Xistence. Fear is the foil to joy.
Time and Fear is suffering, hardship, terror, and anger.
Space and Fear is pain, theft, inaction, and harm.
Fear and Joy cancel each other out. They are locked in an eternal struggle. They are in competition over all that exists and all that lives and dies. The balance.
The Fourth creation was Fear. It’s symbl is 😱.
This was how all existence came to be. Joy, Time, Space, and Fear are the core of all Xistence. Xistence is all Four.
X = ❤️+ 🌐+ ⏯️ + 😱
II. Life
Xistence Speaks To The Cosmic Baby, 2020. Acrylic, ink, and pastel on reformed paper. 25 x 30 cm.
Original
Xistence looked at itself and that reflection made the 2 dimensions: Psyche and Real. All 4 pieces of Xistence began to fill these voids. Life and Death began. But Xistence itself made of itself a child. Psyche fertilized Real. It’s DNA made of its first 4. And Xistence gave birth to the Cosmic Baby. As soon as it was born, it cried.
@ Xistence: y do u 😭, my🚼?
@CosmicBaby: bc I know all things and it is 2 much to bear! I am afraid 2 live knowing wat terrible things I am capable of feeling and doing!
@X: but I am everything, and yet I continue on. We are connected. U do not exist w/o me and all da good and bad dat I am. I do not exist w/o u and all da good and bad dat u r. But if all this knowledge is 2 much 4 u, I shall erase your memory. It shall be backed up on my internal hard drive. All you need 2 do to learn that which you seek, is to Press Start and begin searching.
@CosmicBb agreed. Right before forgetting all knowledge @CosmicBb said, 'This interconnectivity you speak of, what do you call that?'
And, just before hitting Delete, @X said:
💗. That's called Love. I hope you learn that f1rst.
And @DaCosmicBaby's last words
b4 its f1rst words
were,
Me 2.
English Translation
Xistence reflected upon itself and that reflection made the two dimensions: Psyche and Real. The Four pieces of Xistence began to fill these voids and Life and Death began. But Xistence itself made of itself a child. Psyche fertilized Real.It was made of all of its first four facets. And Xistence gave birth to the Cosmic Baby. As soon as it was born, it cried.
Xistence said, “Why do you cry my child?”
“Because I know all things and it is too much to bear!” replied The Cosmic Baby, “I am afraid to live knowing what terrible things I am capable of feeling and doing!
Xistence said, “I am everything, and yet I continue on, no? We are connected. You do not exist without me and ll the good and bad that I am. I do not exist without you and all the good and bad that you are.”
Xistence still saw it’s child in dismay. “But if all this knowledge is too much for you, I shall erase your memory. It shall be backed up on my internal hard drive. Whenever you wish to know something, all you need to do is search for it.
The Cosmic Baby agreed to its parent’s proposal.
Right before forgetting the infinite knowledge of all existence, the Cosmic Baby said, “This interconnection you speak of, what do you call that?”
And, just before erasing the Cosmic Baby’s knowledge, Xistence said, “Love. That’s called Love. I hope it is the first thing you learn.”
And the Comsic Baby’s last words, before it’s first words, were, “me too.”
III. The Cosmic Trio
Nyan Cat (Cosmic Cat), 2021. Ink and watercolour on paper. 9 x 15 cm.
English Translation
My child needs guidance, thought Xistence. And so were born the Cosmic Cats and Cosmic Dogs.
Xistence said, “Watch over your fellow living thing. The Cosmic Baby is no longer as powerful as you. They are only human. They are capable of the greatest acts of joy, but also susceptible to more fear than they can handle. Do not let fear consume this part of me.
Of course the Cosmic Dog spoke up first saying, “What must I do, Master of the Universe?”
“Be their friend",” Xistence replied.
“Their very best friend?” the Cosmic Dog said, shining its devotion like sun rays.
“Be the best friend you can be. Be their guide, their helper. Help them to feed themselves and they will feed you in return. You will sustain each other through this bond. Make dem smile and your days will be filled with treats and play. Show them the true meaning of loyalty. Teach them how to live.”
And Xistence saw the Cosmic Cat sitting, watching, leering from the corner of all existence. “Cat,” cooed Xistence, “you come from my Psyche far more than my Reality. You are a part of myself I do not even fully understand, but it is kind. The Cosmic Cat purred and ignored Xistence. “Will you watch over these humans like I ask of you?”
“Yes,” replied the Cosmic Cat, “but not because you tell me to. Because I want to. When I want.
“Your mysterious ways may be your downfall, Cat,” said Xistence with concern. “The humans will never fully understand you.”
“Yes. Some may fear me, for humans fear that which they do not understand. Some will love me. I will be kind to both types of person, but I shall show that kindness as aloofness for we both know I am the warden over death. This is not easy for humans to understand. I will always be there to support them, but from the counter tops and corners. I shall watch their dreams. I will guide but only interfere when Fear is Strongest! I know more than they can process.”
“Keep them from fear and despair how you wish,”said X. “I trust you even if I do not fully understand you.”
“I trust you, cat!” barked the Cosmic Dog lovingly.
The Cosmic Cat just roled its eyes, but beneath its starry night sky fur, the cat was pleased to not be alone in this duty.
Xistence was pleased. There was trust. And from the on the offspring and creations of the Cosmic Dogs and Cats lived with the children of the First Human, formerly the Cosmic Baby.
Fear watched all of this and from it made jealousy and hate.
Original
My Child n33dz guides, thought @X. And So were born Da Cosmic Catz😺 and Cosmic Doggoz🐶.
@X: Watch over your fellow living thing. Da Bb is no longer as powerful as you. Only Human. Capable of the greatest acts of joy, susceptible to more fear than they can handle. Do not let fear consume this part of me.
F1rst ofc was @CosmicDoggo. @🐶: What must I do master?
@X: Be their friend.
@🐶: Their best friend???
@X: B da best friend u can be. B their guide, their helper. Help to feed them and they will feed you. Make dem smile and your days will be filled with treats and play. Show dem da tru meaning of loyalty. Teach dem how to live.
And @X saw da @CosmicCat sitting, watching, leering.
@X: Cat, you come from my Psyche far more than my reality. You are a part of myself I do not even fully understand, but it is kind.
@CosmicCat😺 purred then ignored Xistence.
@X: Will you watch over dese humanz like I ask of you?
@😺: Yes, but not because you tell me to. Because I want to. When I want.
@X: Your mysterious ways may be your downfall, Cat. The humans will never truly understand you.
@😺: Yes. Some may fear me for humanz fear wat dey do not understand. Some will love me. I will be kind to dem both equally, but I shall show dat kindness also equally as aloof for we both know my governance is death. Dis is not easy for humans to understand. I will always be there to support them, but from the counter tops and corners. I shall watch their dreams. I will guide but only interfere when Fear is strongest! I know too much!
@X: Keep them from fear and despair how you wish. I trust you even if I do not fully understand u.
@🐶: I trust you, cat!
@😺 rolled its eyes, but beneath its starry night sky fur was just as happy to not be alone in this duty.
@X was pleased. There was trust. And from den on the offspring and creations of da Cosmic Doggoz and Cosmic Catz lived with the kidz of da Cosmic Bb, da f1rst person.
Fear watched all of this and from it made jealousy and hate.